Update On Me…

Took down this post because sponsor was unable to pay me for it. So, I will make this post about how I am doing :) So the comments left below, were for that post, LOL, not this one :)

I am still desperately trying for baby #3. It is such a long, hard road, OMG. I never would have thought that ttc our third child would take almost three YEARS and counting…

It is very difficult hearing others announce they are pregnant, though I am extremely happy for them, I do wish it was ME announcing my pregnancy. Then I hear of those who have lost babies and am so deeply and truly sad and sorry for them :( No matter how old a BABY is, whether you JUST found out you were pregnant and miscarried, to losing your baby at 16 or more weeks, it is all VERY sad and unfair. So hugs to everyone who has suffered this sort of loss or any loss. It is so hard to deal with, I know all too well.

I have had 5 IUI’s and am about to do my 6th IUI (this is where they transfer your partners sperm into your uterus). They spin it and wash it and then put it into your cervix via a very small catheter, neat huh? It does not hurt really and the process is fairly quick. So, I have that to look forward to on Friday.

The reason it is taking me sooooo long to conceive, is because, when I was pregnant with my daughter, I lost my left fallopian tube. I am ovulating on the left side most months, and that explains why I am not getting pregnant, UGH. Month after month, being monitored (having an ultrasound to see which side I am ovulating from), fertility drugs and shots, I am worn out!

BUT…

Yesterday I went in for my Follicle Scan (to see which side I am ovulating from this month, sigh..) and I am ovulating from the side with the tube!!!!! FINALLY!! So, this month I have a CHANCE! I am soo excited, because every month I go in to see which side I am ovulating from I get the same dang news, that I am not ovulating on the side with my tube, but I am this month :) Oh I was and am beyond excited!!

Soooooo..

On Wednesday I get to give myself a Trigger shot, which is to make me ovulate 36 hours later so I will be giving myself a shot tomorrow night! Yikes, never have done it before, but the things one will do to have a baby…

So, that is what I have been up to, with my fertility issues and such. It felt good typing this as I never never really talk about myself or my fertility problems. It can really break a person, but this month I have HOPE!

You wanna know what is also kind of cool/weird???

In the last year, I have talked to FOUR different psychics, online, and each one has told me that I will conceive in March…….

“So, how are YOU doing????”

 

 

 

 

Been Sooooooo Busy, OMG

Just wanted to let you all know that I will be putting up lots more giveaways this week and next, never fear! This week so far has been sooooooo absolutely crazy busy, wow. Between all my doctors appointments with trying to conceive (I have unexplained infertility.. UGH so I am doing lots of tests and fun stuff like that….), and my family, things are a bit hectic to say the least.

But, I will have a moment tomorrow to put up more awesome reviews and some really cool giveaways! I will also be selecting more winners tomorrow!! Woot!

 

So hang tight and don’t go too far!

 

xoxo,

 

Kim

So, it is my birthday Sunday….

BLAH!

BLAH!

Ya, I will be 35 :( I am kinda sad because I have been ttc again, with ONE fallopian tube thanks to the d@mn Kaiser Surgeon (another story…) and I was eager to find out if I was pregnant this month and wanted to find out tomorrow on my birthday, but I took a test today, have taken a MILLION this week and all BFN’s. We have had two losses and though I don’t have problems (before now) getting pregnant, it is keeping the babies in me, and not having to race to the ER, that is hard. Anyways, I did not mean for this to be a vent or anything, I am just another year older and can’t conceive. I KNOW their is other Mama’s out there that have been ttc for a LONG time, I have dear friends who have a hard time, but it depresses me all the same. I have been through my own share of sadness and disappointment too. So, happy birthday to me and hoping that next month will be our month! With that said, I am SO thankful for the babies that I do have. They make me laugh so hard, cry at times and they always know when Mama needs a slobbery kiss or a big hug! Thanks for listening to this old, decrepit Mama!

My adorable babies!

My babies

My boy helping me make cookies!

My boy

My silly daughter making “scary” eyes, LMBO!

scary eyes

Me and my babies at a birthday party!

Me and My Babies

Me and My Babies