Ever have those days?

Today I woke up in a fairly good mood. Then my 4 year old jumped on the bed and wanted me to hug him and not his sister. I said I can hug both of you just the same. He got mad and pinched his sister and proceeded to blow a raspberry in my face. Needless to say, it turned into a temper tantrum and huge meltdown for my son. Day, started off, not so great…

Lunchtime is here! Yeah. Made everyone lunch. My son decides that he wants to devour all of the hot rolls I just made. Took them ALL (about a dozen of them) and transported them to his table. I told him, no, everyone else would like some too and that he could have more when he was done with the one he was working on. He threw the one he was eating on the floor and told me he hated me. Then, before I could do anything about it, he ran outside. His father was outside, so I just closed the glass door and locked it. Then he came back to the glass door and kicked it several times. I opened the door, he ran away, I caught him and put his butt in time out. He started saying naughty things to me, so I proceeded with a tiny amount of hot sauce on his tongue.

Next, while my son is belly aching in the corner about how much he hates me, my husband comes into the house and starts nitpicking at things. Mind you all, I had JUST mopped the kitchen floor, did dishes, laundry, made EVERY one lunch INCLUDING him, cleaned both bathrooms and had JUST sat down. OMG, I lost it!! I HATE today. I swear if I am NOT cleaning, doing laundry or making a meal, I am considered worthless, or that is how I feel. This is my day so far… WTH?

I want to run away and hide from everyone right now.

On a side note… (but not a good one..sigh)

We have now been trying to conceive a third child for about 11 months now. (I KNOW, I had a bad day with my kids, does NOT change the fact that I absolutely ADORE them and want another, k?) Anyways, totally missed my period last month, sore boobs the WHOLE package. Today I wake up to spotting. I HATE trying to conceive, I hate today and I just hate…

This is how my blog posts should be, about me and MY life. Here’s to hoping your day was a bit better then mine.

Peace.