BLAH!
Ya, I will be 35 🙁 I am kinda sad because I have been ttc again, with ONE fallopian tube thanks to the [email protected] Kaiser Surgeon (another story…) and I was eager to find out if I was pregnant this month and wanted to find out tomorrow on my birthday, but I took a test today, have taken a MILLION this week and all BFN’s. We have had two losses and though I don’t have problems (before now) getting pregnant, it is keeping the babies in me, and not having to race to the ER, that is hard. Anyways, I did not mean for this to be a vent or anything, I am just another year older and can’t conceive. I KNOW their is other Mama’s out there that have been ttc for a LONG time, I have dear friends who have a hard time, but it depresses me all the same. I have been through my own share of sadness and disappointment too. So, happy birthday to me and hoping that next month will be our month! With that said, I am SO thankful for the babies that I do have. They make me laugh so hard, cry at times and they always know when Mama needs a slobbery kiss or a big hug! Thanks for listening to this old, decrepit Mama!
My adorable babies!
My boy helping me make cookies!
My silly daughter making “scary” eyes, LMBO!
Me and my babies at a birthday party!
